urself, pretender

so who are u?

urself? an actor? or pretender?

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most of us prefers to be just themself

but can u really be urself all the time?

i do wonder what makes us, our true self

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we were brought up, bla bla bla

till now, i'm sure we changed alot rite?

so last time (few years ago) ur a freaking nerd,

now u drink till drunk, smoke and gamble like nobody's business

so most ppl change as time goes by, diff evironment and stuff

attitude and personality as well

so when ppl ask u
"oh you've changed... u were not like that like that last time"

by then... are u still being urself?

for eg. MJ

oh.. we all know MJ changed almost everthing bout him
due to some reason

was he still being himself?

why wanna change urself?

for the better or for the worst?

has he lost confidence in his ownself?

new personality maybe
anyway, who are we to judge rite?

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fine, pretender

oh, i'm sure we all hate pretenders eh,

but are we one ourself?

haha

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• a person who pretends, esp. for a dishonest purpose
• a person who makes unjustified or false claims, statements, etc., as about personal status, abilities, intentions, or the like
• or to make believe

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so.. being a pretender is not good

nope, no good

"he is feeling very sad right now, but he pretended to be happy while he was at the party"

is that good? hide emotions wor

u don wan ur emotions to run wild dont u?

don wanna spoil the joyful atmosphere

if u knew some truth/secrets

but ur tear between right and wrong

wat would u do?

pretended u do not know wat happened?

u tell the truth, whole family will be in chaotic situation

u pretended nothing happened, u 'save' the family by not triggering that situation

but, not the problem

it's still there

solve it?

sounds easy but i guess at times,

there are no solutions at all

delay gua~

pray & wish miracles to happen

typical humans. haha

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so, once again, who are u?

me?

I am Bernard Keith

yes, i love being myself

but i don deny that i am a very very good pretender as well =)

haha.. it depends on the situation

i recalled that once

i could pretend as if it's so real until so many ppl believed me

remember vivien's housewarming?

i went out in front of her house to teman vic for a ciggy break

no, i don smoke =D

when we went bac inside to the group

someone asked me where i went..

i said.. i went out to smoke

and all of them.. and i really mean ALL OF THEM

believed me.. HAHAHA..!

u should have seen their faces,

stunned & shocked

eyes & mulut buka besar-besar

mabel was like WTF? lol~

so.. can u see how good i am? =)

ppl who really really knows me..

knows wat kinda person i am

so, don hate me k? ^^

i don un

i still don un

my classmate asked me to help review her fren's English assignment

(deadline was last week, i handed in dy)

fine with me, i din bother asking who

i don mind doing the editing stuff at all

since she begged to help her fren

takkan say no meh

but when i found out who

i just don un

why wont U just ask me urself?

i would have gladly helped u

am i not ur fren?

but why the hassle to enquire my fren if i will help u?

my fren even begged me not to tell u that it was u who asked me

she said u will kill her if i do so...

huh???????

why??????

so ur a stranger to me now is it?

avoiding me? 

it's not like i never helped u with assignments b4

even before exams we helped each other rite?

apa sudah terjadi?

aku, betul-betul tak faham

my fren asked me not to bother

wat the hell? 

how could i do that?

u wan me to lose a fren like that ar?

am i even that kinda person...

PS: i'm not emo. just frustrated. nough said

I will hunt chu down~

what have i been doing these few days...?

hmmm.. alot.. haha

went parade yesterday for jill's make up exam

annie as her model

quite a tiring day..

for those make up artists and models

stood for so long.. high heels summor

have to endure around 6 hours plus of standing

O.O

anyway.. click here for pics

ada 108 pics.. lol

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hahaha.. basically i was the photographer..

ok i suck at taking pics.. someone told me that..

argh... i hope those pics are not that bad.. >.<

i ran here and there to take pics...

quite fun HAHA. 

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haha... this is the video i've been telling u...

my bad for laughing at ppl >.<

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so.. yasmin ahmad passed away..

hmmmm nope.... i dunno who she is

heard her name b4 i guess

sorry for being ignorant

i have not been watching tv since..

internet and comp invaded my life 5 years ago?

& i rarely watch malay movies [not racist k]

so apa pun tak tau.. maaflah.. 

u tanya saya bout politics then i might able to answer u

so... R.I.P k?

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hahahhaha... this never fails to make me laugh XD

sorry lor... hehe

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cute mou? lol.. it's bento in jap.. means lunch box..

will u have the heart to eat it? will u???? lol

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recently i read about something...

see this..

nice mou the the design on her back?

cool rite?

it looks like a simple drawing rite?

wanna know how she got it?

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hmmmm... it's actually carving...

a new trend it seems

something.. worse than tatoo..

can imagine mou?

i'll post how does it look like b4 this...

tak mau tengok jangan tengok.. haha

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ok la... not so ewwww... 

but i don wanna post one more pic.. of her skins =.="

now that pic will make u puke...

ugh... wat's wrong with these ppl nowadays...

ok la.. i think this saying is the right one..

"oi leng mm oi meng"

ngam mou ar?

hmmm.. i wonder how much pain she has to endure...

according to wat i read.. she has to be drunk or drugged

just to be unconscious while her back body is being CARVED...

Last time tatoo

then piercing...

guess it has 'evolved' to CARVING now...

crazy? creative?

i don know... 

u judge it

i wonder wat's the next thing...

hmmmm... I KNOW! SKINLESS! =D

HAHAHAHA

tired

will update tomoro..

i'm feeling tired & lazy

hope i can upload some pics tomoro

i'm forgetful

i'm forgetful, i need to remind myself
list of things to accomplish till end of next week

1. hand in stupid English assignment tomoro
2. subscribe newspaper for next month
3. meet up with kelvin bout the public speaking stuff since i'm the treasurer =.="
4. study for bloody Operation Management exam next thursday
(i freaking hate calculations & i dunno why i'm the treasurer)
5. get some stuffs this sat, preferably
6. completely finish all other assignments by monday =p
7. finish last 5 episodes of prison break
7.5 watch hp5 XD
8. get speakers for my comp in ipoh
9. help my uncle kau tim some stuffs
10.sunday. haha

that's all i guess
nope, no stress at all =)




this is random. quotes from Mother Theresa

"If you judge people, you have no time to love them"

"If you love until it hurts, there cannot be more hurt, only more love"

"Every time you smile at someone, it is an action of love, a gift to that person, a beautiful thing"

Robot rosak named bumble b in banana color who burps

what kinda nickname is that
don ask me how i got that
i do not know as well
=.="
ok that burping part... i added it
since it sounds... NICER riteeeeee?
lazy to find a pic of bumblebee and editing it
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a simple poster that myke and i made
for Drama club
come join this public speaking
u know who u are.. LOL
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gonna finish all assignments this week
yes. no slacking burpnerd
ur the 'editor'
i wan full score
full score for assignments
i wont lose to u ccy
HAHA
trying my best k
not my fault if bloody UTAR doesn't wan students to score well
that's it
nite

laughter

hmmmm... i was wondering

laughter is the best medicine

i'm sure u guys have heard of it

well, indeed it's true

to certain extent

i guess...

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why i say so?

cause... i think one day...

i will face death from laughter

hahahahahaha

you know, i cannot control my laughter at all

i just loveeee to laugh

everytime i do so

my frens tend to say

"yor... why do u laugh till like that geh?"

"see how crazy he laughs until"

dudes, i couldn't help it leh....

something so funny, if don laugh.. takkan show sad face meh

ngam mou?

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there were several times

that i laughed  out SO loud that i fell on grounds

i couldn't breathe for.. like 10-15 secs

suffocated

stomach definitely hurts

'happy' tears flow

heart is pumping very fast

macam heart failure

i really thought i was going to die at times

haha, isn't it peaceful to die like that?

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In 1989, Danish audiologist by the name of Ole Bentzen went to see the movie 'A Fish Called Wanda'. During one of the John Cleese scenes, Bentzen began laughing so hard that his heartbeat accelerated to a rate of between 250 and 500 beats a minute, had a heart attack and died  ( >.< )

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'In 2003, Damnoen Saen-um, a Thai ice cream salesman, is reported to have died while laughing in his sleep at the age of 52. His wife was unable to wake him, and he stopped breathing after two minutes of continuous laughter. He was believed to have died either of heart failure or asphyxiation.' (wiki)

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ouch, kesian dia.. 

but, peaceful death wor

doesn't sound that bad eh.. 

hahahahahahaha.. hope u guys un this pic...

if don un.. do ask me =)

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I'm not trying to imply that laughing is SOOOOO bad & not to laugh

plz, do laugh

it poses more benefits than its 'disadavantages'

here are the benefits of laughing

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KEEP ON LAUGHING! 

1. Laughing 100 times roughly equals 15 minutes on an exercise bike? Vigorous laughter increases the heart rate deepens the breathing rate, and uses muscles in the face, stomach, and diaphragm. 

2. Aside from improving our moods, laughter can reduce stress, help fight infection, and reduce pain. (really reduce pain?) lol

3. The levels of two stress hormones, cortisol and epinephrine which suppress the body's immune system, will actually drop after a dose of laughter. 

4. Laughter causes positive changes in brain chemistry by releasing endorphins, and it brings more oxygen into the body with the deeper inhalations. 

5. Laughter releases anger, fear, guilt, anxiety and tension. 

6. Laughter encourages concentration on "right" attitudes rather than "wrong" attitudes. 

7. Higher levels of an antibody (salivary immunoglobulin A) that fights infectious organisms entering the respiratory tract were found in the saliva of people who watched humorous videos or experienced good moods. 

8. Researchers found after watching an hour-long video of slapstick comedy that the "natural killer cells," which seek out and destroy malignant cells, more actively attacked tumor cells in test tubes. And these effects lasted up to 12 hours. 

9. The 1998 movie Patch Adams told the real-life story of a nonconformist doctor convinced that fun, play, and clowns are important in improving patients' quality of life in a grim hospital atmosphere. 

10. Planning enjoyable activities for the future will reduce the stressor hormones such as cortisol and epinephrine.
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now.. LAUGH ^^

roar~

something happened to me few days ago,

it's bout my body

no, i'm not complaining nor whining bout my shortness

that nite, i think i was sleeping on my bed

i woke up for no reason

tried to go to my comp

(normal routine, wake up dy must go comp 1st =p)

but i realise i couldn't move my legs

i forced myself and stood up

seconds later

i fell facing the floor

din really hurt

landed on my pillow

i do not know why

but i didn't even move an inch

SURPRISINGLY, i felt sleepy again....

wanted to sleep just like that =.="

mins later (i think) i saw someone at the door

i dunno who was it

no specs tat time, blur summor

my mom gua... she was just watching me from there

i told her to go sleep & ignore me

she thought i was sleeping on the floor i guess

haha...

i lay on the ground for MORE THAN 5 MINs

ugh

sien

wat went wrong that nite

no idea

i don even know how i got up and get bac to bed

lol

stupid rite?

rabbit owns =p

recalled watching this on someone's blog.. so.. wanna post it here for fun.. lol

hahaha... this is the reason why rabbit is in front of snake in the chinese zodiac..  =p

Myke dancing gee~

hahahahahaha... this is a video... that i took when we were drinking vodka last tuesday.. 

cheers XD

some dumb fcks *credits to niamah*

this fella is really brainless

Ismail Noh, some PAS area chairman said...

"It [the Infuenza A (H1N1)] came from the Europeans since they are the biggest consumers of pork."

=.=""""""""""" big swt dou.....

how bout Malaysians then?

fck off la bastard

Frenemy

I came across the word 'frenemy' on newspaper few weeks ago

lol.. it means an enemy disguised as a fren

hahaha.. funny that these words are actually approved

i wonder when are they going to approve

swt, zzzzz, lol, idk, wtf,

HAHA!

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1st class cinema in Bangkok

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what the hell rite? so nice, can lay down and watch movie... best

i wonder when is Malaysia going to have such comfy 1st class cinema

wait, it's Malaysia.. lol, never going to happen i guess

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do u guys know that

the furthest backrow seats are actually 'reserved' for ghosts?

dunno wat kinda ghost or poltergheist

to watch movie =.="

haha.. i never knew bout it man...

until vivien told me

hmmm... are those ticket sellers even offering those seats????

cause i've seen alot of ppl sitting the the backrow,

including me

so... wat happens if someone sit at those seats?

errr.. kena rasuk? possessed?

something like that happened b4?

haha.. superstitious thingy i guess...

i shall try sitting alone there next time

HAHA!

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someone sent me an email bout this picture...

i thought got wat.. but look carefully......  >.<

i will reveal another pic below...

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there's nothing that scary bout this pic...

but.. if u don wanna know

then DON'T CONTINUE FURTHER!

i don wanna scare ppl away from my blog.. haha

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=.=" i dunno if it's true or not.. dunno ba...

yes i do believe in spirits or watsoeva

but, i haven't seen 'any' with my own eyes

so, too bad then. lol

Hairy Potwer

Happy Birthday yinyin!

u see u see...

looks exactly like that puppy i showed u guys on an earlier post rite???

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oh well, on 15th, vic suddenly msged me wan go ipoh or not

=.=" so i followed

went jj

shopped for some stuffs

called ccy before board his plane

had dinner at Food & Tea

celebrated a simple bday for yinyin

couldn't get a pressie for u

so, sorry ya =p

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came bac from ipoh thsi morning

fetched my cousins to school just now

and i pity this car >.<

Kesian this car... dunno how it happened

i guess no one got injured

haha, i was so pat.. went there and snapped some pics

minor damages i guess... oh well

drive safely guys

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i guess everyone knows that

Hairy Potwer is out

not really a big fan of it

read till the 5th book and stopped

wasn't eager to read it

dunno why.. should i even continue watching?

hahaha.. wait.. did i watch the 5th movie?

shiet.. wat was the ending dy ar...

argh.. screw it.. u guys tell me ba

=)

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I WANNA SING K!!!!!!

hahaha.. kononnya mabel wants to sing k this sat

emo ke bel? =p haha.. so vic, myke & i agreed

tomoro... yayyyy! hahaha

& i'm not emo-ing or wateva k... lol

sigh.. i wanted to sing tonite geh..

but kesian myke

tiada suara.. awwwwwwwwwwww

sooooo saddddd... hahahaha!!

get well soon or else u'll be left out.. lol

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PS: cukup besar ke ur nama? hahahahahahahahaha!

Absolute Peach

no, still haven't sleep

went back to ipoh yesterday with Vic & Myke
they need alcohol
temaned them bac
went kopitiam 1st to meet Ccy & Panda
went to Houz later

a noob playing with ccy

Killkenny's & ciggys. lol

said goodbye to ccy
went bac to kampar
we went for a second round
vic said wanna open his absolute peach vodka
kononnya sudah simpan for 10 years
thanks vic!

Absolute vodka, ice & slurpee cups! =p

not forgetting justea peach flavour

myke, vic, manda & i
just 4 of us
started our drinking session at 3am like that
and yea... chatted till... 7 am..
manda couldnt tahan and went to bed around 6 something
nope, we were all not drunk
just high like that gua...
finished 3/4 of the vodka
wah.. i really really hate vodka on the rock
blooooooooody stupid taste
i prefer martell
haha.. myke did some Gee dance
wait for vic to post on youtube then i will upload it
freaking HILARIOUS!!!

& i had this presentation this morning
so i did not sleep
presented, finished class
and came straight to cc just to update my blog

anyway, i hope ur makeup practice goes well
miss you

ugh

Restless

no.. not because of exams
alot of unrelated things are in my mind now
staring blankly at this screen
no, i'm not emo-ing

i'm sorry

xoxo

Sayonara =(

Glad i spent my time with u these past few weeks

since u wont be coming bac till end of next year

so, take care dude =)

my 3.6 terabyte desktop comp =)

came bac last fri and overnite in ccy's house again

so.. i took some pics yesterday..

Koi fishes kat rumahnya.. lol.. macam promoting his house pula.. haha

from top to down, Brandy, Whiskey & Vodka

nice names huh? Vodka is a male anyway..

Vodka sayang-ing his mom, Whiskey.. so kawaii..

but man.. those 3.. VERY BIG! lol..

they bit my freaking toe nail!!! =.="

I asked annie this question yesterday..

Me: eh.. ur not scared of dogs at all? What happens if Brandy & Whiskey bites u?

Ccy: then she'll be drunk lor... 

lol.. stupid ccy.. i do not know why.. 

but i really laughed like mad because of it... >.<

went home.. hungry jor.. and ate

Rm 30 punya sebiji durian =.=" tastes the same lor...

hamyukjung buatan emak ccy

(haha.. not bad geh.. very hungry so i ate only)

Well... later that nite, went to jill's house for some dinner thingy

lol, they invited ccy's family but i always tag along =p

anyway.. not bad le the food there.. too many ppl

don dare to snap any pic... 

met 2 new doggies.. entah siapa punya.. quite cute geh...

(meet Bobby. kononnya quite 'tun')

ccy and i were sitting on couch..

then those doggies were there and i tried 'wooing' them.. 

they came to me finally and i stroke them

Me: guai la.. so cute le you.. wat's your name ar...?

ccy: *looking at me one kind* are u talking to the dog???? =.="

me:  haha.. i know dog language ma =p

(Meet Crystal, really fair wor...)

lol.. somehow again.. dunno la..

reminds me of 'caucasian' LOL!!!

2 of jillian's doggies, baby (nearest to the hand) and chuakinky (kena tied up.. kesian)

haha.. hard to take pic for both of them...

baby is very heavy as well... >.<

last but not least

girlgirl, the cute chihuahua.. lol.. she's very cute wan lor..

loves to be hugged.. 

and i'm still wondering why ppl hate chihuahua lor..

esp myke.. cakap.. ia sangat annoying and noisy...

well, it's a dog rite, besides barking.. takkan purr like a cat meh.. =.="

anyway.. she's simply adorable =)

chatted with u for awhile.. but sigh.. gtg home dy =(

oh well, went home, dressed up & out we go...

to Houz (freaking hot), couldn't stand the heat

sweating too much.. so we went to barroom..

gosh.. packed like sandwich only. 

wished eeleng since it's her bday

haha.. ccy drank alot.. me 1 glass only ^^

11.30 like that headed to kopitiam..

yumcha awhile and off to 'clubbing' kat infinity

atas sana i meant =.="

which means snooker centre..

temaned ccy there to watch him play with vic, yipz & daniel

haha.. 3 hours there man.. 

memang sien like dunno wat...

but.. nvm la.. it's ok... hehe..

thanks =)

i guess heading bac to kampar tonite.. 

exams tomoro.. ugh.. nvm..

not gonna whine bout exams.. 

it's just midterm anyway.. and i'm gonna do well for it

bye

Ps: hahaha.. just now.. i think i nearly cried... but i held bac.. lol

I'll be there

Good morning folks =)
an hour more till my tutorial class.. update first =)
HOR!!! CAUGHT RED HANDED SMOKING IN UTAR! =)
hmmm... i should hand in this pic to the admin =p
hahahaha... i'm not that bad k......
it is not a secret spot.. quite an open area..
damn daring leh my classmates... lol

minor cuts i had while assembling vic's comp..


so, went to a pet shop 2 days ago.
i love going there ^^ cause those pets are so freaking adorable...

buy meeeeee =( awww... sad puppy eyes...
(hmmm.. somehow hor.. reminds me of yinyin..
LOL! dunno why ga.. don kill me okie?)

awwwww... howling like a wolf...

isn't that just so sweeeeeet?

like snow wabbit

ahem ahem..
hohoho.. kononya.. aku sudah dinaik 'pangkat' HAHA...!
not bad bernard.. hidung kembang sikit dulu.. =p
haha.. jk only..
self praise is no praise XD

sigh.. i wanted to upload videos of mj's I'll be there
but macam tak boleh upload from youtube geh... kenapa wor...?
bernard.. why u so noob wan.. zzzzzz...
ohoh.. i remembered something humiliating...
yesterday i was napping in my English for Management lecture class
and i............... SNORED!!! =.="""
i don't even know... my classmate just woke me up halfway..
so i thought my lecturer called my name to answer questions..
but he said.. don sleep like that.. got sound.. i was like.. ohok..
nothing serious.. just my breath too loud gua..
then i sat down and continued my nap...
later after class.. he told me...
he said everyone was looking at me and laughed just now..
gosh.. paisehnya..
zzzzzzz... don wanna care ba..
u see.. i don/never took nap in any other classes wan lor...
ASK MY CLASSMATES!
so don blame me for doing so =D
haha

ok. gtg class.. hungry tim..

How do I

can say completed one assignment =)
in just 2 hours.. sweeeeet!
in cc now, so kebetulan..
terdengar this song
"How do I live without you" by celine dion or leann rimes
EITHER one le... lol
just love the lyrics.. so sweeeet...
hahaha... i recalled singing this song few days ago with ccy they all
nyanyi sampai my ear also red jor...
best.. lol

How do I get through one night without you
If I had to live without you
What kind of life would that be
Oh I, I need you in my arms
Need you to hold
You're my world, my heart, my soul

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Without you, there'd be no sun in my sky
There would be no love in my life
There'd be no world left for me
And I, oh Baby, I don't know what I would do
I'd be lost if I lost you
If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything real in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

Please tell me baby
How do I go on

If you ever leave
Baby you would take away everything
Need you with me
Baby don't you know that you're everything good in my life
And tell me now

How do I live without you
I want to know
How do I breathe without you
If you ever go
How do I ever, ever survive
How do I
How do I
Oh, how do I live

how do I live without you
how do I live without you baby
how do I live....

ish... i din know i need to download the show first baru can upload..
noob betul... nvm.. next time ba...

oh.. today.. class canceled =.="
gosh.. my classmate should have told me earlier..
then i don need to need to rush bac kampar so fast ma..
nvm le.. went tm net this morning well.. really felt like cursing them
they say not enough cables.. so maybe next year baru ada.............
wtfknnccbniamahbbq!@#$%^&*(
next year wor.. u think i can tahan meh...
later around my housing area.. saw a tm net van..
rushed to his car.. talked to him..
then he told me.. "tak lama lagi.. baru bina cable"
i was like.. deng.. who to trust wor... zzzzzzzzzz

suien la.... don wanna talk bout it atm...
u know... ccy ar.. i dunno if ur reading this.. haha..
wateva u told me the other day.. was just so so fcking right..
u damn babi wan lor u know.. lol..
chat with u bout it soon.. =)

stupid h1n1

my classmate, pangmin, woke me up at 1.20am...

bout assignments, zzzzzzzzzz and now i couldn't sleep

slept around 10 plus, tired, did not have enough sleep whole last week >.<

haha.. sorry Ccy, can't teman u this week,

last week, i skipped whole week of classes,

there were so many ppl being paranoid bout this stupid h1n1 (influenza A)

damn kesian wan lor u know, the feeling of ppl avoiding u...

like rejected like that, summor go make fun say he should self quarantine,

or take him go police station or wateva,

wah.. ppl have feelings wan ok...

really empathize him

ccy: wah bernard, i feel damn sad lor.. really rejected,

never felt like this before..

bernard: lol.. don la, i'm here ma.. teman u few days le...

(PLZ.. i'm not GAY... gosh...)

hate these kinda ppl, it's like avoiding ppl who has AIDS (example only ok)

luckily most of his frens & cousins were there for him =)

at least he felt much better.. thanks guys

so when he 1st came bac, i terus overnite in his place for 10 days straight

i don fcking care bout h1n1, wats the fcking big fuss bout it?

only those who don fcking see the doctor for some flu shiet dies,

stupid malaysia media,

melbourne is like the capital for h1n1,

also so many ppl got it but i don see them making a fcking fuss bout it,

ish...

wateva le.. everything is bac to normal now..

so today, came bac to kampar,

helped vic to assemble his comp...

lol... man.. i'm good =p

ahem.. HAHA.. everything went on well...

but had few cuts.. zzzzz stupid fan...

no pics.. tomoro only put ba..

gtg dy... sleepy.. nite =)

SOMEONE PLZ KILL KENNY!!!

fck off 'u guys'. wish 'u all' don exist..

wateva. here are some pics of last wed's at sincero

rocky vs vic.. if i'm not wrong.. vic owned him.. lol

ccy vs wengfai.. all of them damn geng lor...

anyway... the other day.. went to kbox..
with ccy, annie, vic, rocky, mongo, myke & casey
haha.. pics are with annie..
will ask her to upload them soon..
lol.. dunno why that nite..
i sang so many songs.. sung like i never sang b4...
chose so many great songs to sing,
like "you are not alone" , titanic punya song(dunnot title =p) , ugh.. forgot.. lol
if i'm not wrong babi myke got record me singing.. >.<


next morning,
fetched annie to parade since she is jillian's make up model for her coming exam..
settled everything and at nite,
don feel like going out at all.. cause sure sien wan...
in the end..
went there cause had reunion dinner with former form 5 classmates at thong sui kai...
ugh.. really sien dou... myke suddenly appeared..
and earlier vic msged me say wanna pui me..
thanks guys.. really appreciated it...
drank 'kilkenny'
what a weird name for a drink..
it's some sort of draught & beer.. er.. not sure.. wateva...
the funny thing is... rocky ordered 6 cups..
2 each for me and ccy... and did not pay for it =p
cause he said.. if they forgot bout it.. no need pay wan O.O
zhadou... hahahaha
went home.. nope.. NOT DRUNK.. =)

For today, followed Ccy's family to chemor,
his dad's hometown... had nasi lemak & pan mee
damn full lor... zzzzzzzzz


pan mee that i had. not bad. springy noodles

waited for 45mins for the foods to arrive, kononnya damn famous in chemor


Kedai "Lei Fatt Tat"?? i also wanan get fatt tat lor.. lol

seekor babi yang sedang tidur dalam perjalanan balik sebab dia HO. HAHA!

on our way bac, went to jelapang as well..
passed by ur house... know u weren't there =p
oh well... nothing to do in car later..
taught ccy sign language from A to Z
he learned everything in just 5 mins..
lol.. he said he was quite disappointed with the letter Z.. hahaha..
don blame me dude.. blame those who created sign language...

had dinner just now, celebrated ccy dad's bday
ended up at sincero later.. sien..
don feel like drinking at all..
so i'm in cc now =p
yea.. just to update blog..
good hor.. HAHA!
so good hor.. lol
i have alot of things to talk about.. but dunno why nothing to type now...
nvm.. next time =)
nite..

1.14am

1.14am and i couldnt sleep
babinya... took a short nap since damn tired.. now cannot sleep..
suen.. nvm...

i wanna eat KFC.. since ccy is bac.. he kept on saying wanna eat it..
but always tak jadi.. there will always be something that interrupts it..
according to him.. KFC in melbourne sux.. cause no spicy chicken =.="
zhadou leh.. not recommended.. lol.. dunno bout other fastfood outlets

hmmm... tonite.. as in.. malam ini.. planned to sing k..
wish u will be able to come out and have fun, missing u..
today punya plan to sing k tak jadi since tarak cukup kaki..
besides that,
ccy wanted to drink with rocky but he tiba-tiba sakit perut..
lol.. yes.. found an excuse to stay at home.. =p
a bit lazy to go out just now.. i don feel like drinking at all..
dunno why...

been drinking alot these 2 weeks..
sigh, not a good boy anymore, er.. never was??
i always say i wont smoke, drink or gamble...
but it seems, i have been doing the last 2 things past 2 weeks..
wat is wrong with u, bernard?
why u waste time on these 2 things? socializing?
u know how to play some games.. u don play.. ppl diu...
u know how to drink a bit, u don drink.. ppl diu also..
=_______=" wat should i do??
at least.. i don do this often.. thank god for that..
i don succumb to peer pressure.. no way man..
or i'll be smoking dy by now..
bernard smoking.. LOL.. SO IMPOSSIBLE =)

DRINKING
i still hate drinking, 1st main point, it kills ur body
2nd main point, u do stupid shit things after that
enough?? so.. once in a while, i think it's fine,
not often.. plz.. sorry.. i will say no...
i rather stay at home..

GAMBLING
and i still hate gambling... mahjong, poker, 21,
wateva la.. really serious la.. i don like it at all...
i do this because of socializing only, nothing else
it'a just for the fun of it only.. ok?
very song meh win other ppl's money..
u win, they sad, u lose, u sad.. oh God...
speechless.....

SMOKING
last sin, which i will never do, wont be my last time ranting bout it
why do ppl smoke?? this question.. i ask till sien jor...
when i'm in kampar, after classes, eat with assignment mates,
and yea.. they smoke, 3/5 of them do so
sit down there, smart man bernard,
u just LOVE being secondhand smoker riteeeeee?
so song hor.. no need smoke... just inhale only..
and u die faster than them.. wow.. wat a sacrifice man...
i never liked it, i never show any dulan faces when my frens smoke...
they all know i don like it, they normally wont blow towards me,
which is.. yea.. thanks for doing so, i care for my health
i damn 'si yeh' when it comes to health stuffs
but cant 'si yeh' much all the time...
come bac ipoh, if yum cha at kopitiam..
gg(goodgame) lor.. a term in dota which means, end/gone/die
yea.. have u ever been surrounded by 9 smokers at once?
ok la.. maybe sikit saje.. i dunno bout u guys...
oh man.. i find it suffering.. if i don come out yum cha..
say i stay at home for wat..
suen lor.. come out lor.. fai si argue...
wat u wan me to do? don wanna keep in touch with them because they smoke?
nah.. such a lame excuse,
i don hate u guys u know, instead i care for u guys actually,
from time to time, i'll remind u guys not to smoke that much
cut down or something..
it makes me happy when i see u guys don smoke that much..
for those who doesn't smoke, keep it up

haha.. seems i've been talking too much man... so sorry..
will try keep it shorter.. i just feel like talking bout it..
sorry if i offended anyone.. forgive me =)

signing off

PS: oh yea.. jillian's new url, http://loveandsenses.blogspot.com =)
send her or to me an email to read her new blog

How & What

nope.. i did not sleep well
since both of us couldn't sleep..
chatted from 2-5am yesterday..
the questions u asked me... i really dunno how to answer ANY OF IT..
ur head can really imagine alot of weird and unthinkable questions...
God.. is there any word to describe 'very the fcking fcked up complicated problem'?
u guys know the word HOW and WHAT?
it sounds fcking simple rite???
when u have problems.. u ask how.. & wat.. try to solve.. sounds simple too rite?
but... there are some.. that is just too unthinkable..

i have loads of ideas to post on this blog.. but this slowmyx internet is crap
i wanna upload some pics also cant.. darn...
watched ice age 3... NICE!! haha.. funny dou..

anyway.. rocky's bac... fuiyo... ccy call saje..

ccy: when u coming bac.. faster la i miss u...
rocky: since u miss me i mai come bac tonite lor..
ccy: ok i dengar dulu..

haha.. and he's really bac!
geng.. vic... myke also came bac ipoh from kampar..
went kopitiam as usual (oldplace)
barroom was full, houz lagi teruk...
in the end.. went sincero..
they played pool, 9 balls or wateva it is..
took some pics but sadly cant upload..
lol.. i owned myke =p HAHAHA lucky like crap only...
but vic damn geng wor yesterday.. pro wei.. lol
went home at 3am.. fuh.. tired..