what do i do?

loneliness struck back!
finally.. u came back to haunt me

it's been some time since u last visited me
hahaha
don even know if it's good to have such feelings
you have never bothered me for years
why come bac now?
aren't you an associate of karma
who are trying to torment my life?
hahaha.. yea.. u guys did so well that i think i did not become a human with much of my own feelings
you showered me with the feelings of others
so that i will never forget what i have done
so that i will always think and feel from in others' shoe
yes boss
 no pain no gain ma ^^







just wanna ask..
are my karma lessons over yet?
cause..
i think i've repented for my sins
4 years should be enough rite?
spare me this time okay?
i see some signs..
i shall accept this loneliness feeling
as a reward for repenting for my sins kay? =)

stand by me

=((((((

( I really hope you're reading this )

I miss you

since the day I 1st met you

I have fallen in love with you

You've been on my mind everyday

It's hard to see you not around sometimes..

I'm just so used to it

days without you seemed forever

I feel so lonely at times..

why does it have to be like this..?
why are you so far away...?

come back to me, baby..

come back to me, my dearest..

I know we were meant to be together..

I wanna be with you..

I need you..

I miss you..

I love you..

I miss you, my dearest Copperhead  =(((((

farewell....................rip

Dear Facebook,

I'm LAME

because I like my own status on Facebook

I have Attention Deficit Disorder (ADD) 

so, I'm lonely and i need grave attention from everyone

I need to post something on Facebook all the time so that people know I exist

I share everything on Facebook because I don't have a personal life

I add everyone on Facebook to prove that I have a lot of frens

which makes me lame again because I have only met 10% of them in real life

I TALK OUT LOUD to frens all the time to show that I'm proud of myself

I dont use messages as those are for pussies

I hope everyone will like all my posts. So, please start 'liking' them

because my body will release an enormous amount of endorphins

which makes me happy each time u 'like' my post

yes, i get high that way.

I love to post mysterious status because I'm a coward bastard

I need to on9 24 hours to show that Facebook is my 'second home'

I refresh my Facebook page every 10 minutes because I'm very nosy

Thank you

           Best regards,

           Mr. Lonely

Yes, that's me

Call me Mr. Lonely

COME ON!

GET A LIFE, HUMANS!

Man... some people really get on my nerves

I thank God some people are hidden in my list =D

Do what you want

IDFC

whoever annoys me will be hidden =D

easy.

i don need to complain that much

i get things done =D

PS: this post is for me to rant out what i have surveyed about people when using Facebook

therefore, it has no connection with anyone =)

Because i am stupid... =_="

I WANNA GET BLOOD POISONING!!!

I WANNA GET INFECTED NOW!!!

NOWWWWWWWWW!!!!

NO! IT'S NOT A DYING MATTER!

It's an... AWESOME matter =D

something caught my attention today

spare me some time and read this

A 13-year-old Croatian girl baffled doctors after waking from a coma speaking fluent German and unable to speak in her mother tongue.

The girl, who cannot be named, lost consciousness for 24 hours after being hospitalised for blood poisoning, Croatian media reports.

Doctors at Split's KB Hospital have been left baffled by her bizarre condition, all failing to make a diagnosis.

The teenager, from the southern Croatian town of Knin, had been studying German at school, but her parents maintain she had not been able to communicate in the language previously.

"You never know when recovering from such a trauma how the brain will react," the hospital director Dujomir Marasovic reportedly said.

"Obviously we have some theories although at the moment we are limited in what we can say because we have to respect the privacy of the patient."

The girl has been evaluated by paediatricians, psychologists and a neuro-psychiatrist who are yet to find an explanation for the condition. Tests are continuing.

(credits to.. yahoo?)

SEE!

So...

if i get blood poisoning now...

after 24 hours..

i can speak fluently in Japanese, Korean and Mandarin!

FCKINGGGGGGGGGGG

AWESOMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEENESSSSSS!!!!

BUT...

i realised something..

i cannot speak my mother tongue wor..

which is my mother tongue...?

teochew? hakka?

shit.. i don even know...

damn... if i ask my grandma now.. she's gonna fcking slaughter me >.<

but but but

not good meh????

i get to master Jap, Kor, and Mandarin

while dropping Teochew.. Hakka..

or maybe cantonese...

then.. how about English??

if i ever forget english.. i rather suicide now =.="

i don wanna sing

"Touch My Body"

like this guy

( i think u all know him =.=")

TUTS MY BARREH!?

=_____="

NO WAYYY!

I will be shunned by my frens when singing karaoke

I wanna sing my MLTR songs! >.<

SO HOW!??

blood poisoning = gain access to 3 new languages (Jap, Korean, Mandarin)

IN 24 hoursss!!

i guess i cannot be greedy..

it's only fair if i drop 3 languages...

i think i will drop Teochew.. Hakka...

and Cantonese >.<

since i am a SUPER BANANA

according to someone.. ahem~

=D

so it doesn't make much difference rite if i drop it or not???

ok! DECIDED! I SHALL GET MY BLOOD POISONED! >.<

PS: i think i forgot something important.... wtf is blood poisoning !? =____="

and poisoned by what!? Sighhhhhhh i'm so stupid

My heart had a brain freeze

hmmmm

wondering why are there so many things happening lately

especially the

break up waves~

no i'm not complaining

i just attended 2 of my female frens who broke up recently

ouch i should say

oh yes

as usual

i'm their best listener and counsellor 

damn.. where can u find a guy like me? =P

lol, back to them

it was indeed my 1st time

experiencing a lesbian break up

WOW was the word

i never knew

it's possible to "giu cheong geok" with another lesbian

surprising?

not anymore

the way of handling the situation

was much different from the other gal

i learned that they have to be treated differently

from normal 'break up' couples

much of slapping, shouting

even family members were involved

scaweeeeeeee >.<

This is

WAY DIFFERENT THAN

this

O.O

i don know

but i got a strong feeling

that this break up wave

will not end that soon

hope it wont turn into a tsunami

anyway

for any consultation regarding break ups

and relationships

feel free to contact

The Cutest Love Guru

simply drop me an email at

bernardkeith@live.com

for consultation hours

=)

olalala~

one more time

tadaima~

loads to talk

dunno where to start

will speak wat's on my mind

1st of all

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JILLIAN!

(ignore the gal on the left. she damn mm guan si =D)

&

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ROCKY!

(i heard he was dead. HAHA)

sorry i couldn't attend both bbq dinner

i love bbq!

>.<

oh yea

i heard ppl complaining about

CLASH OF THE TITANS

seriously why?

let me tell u the reasons why u don like it

1. Main reason. You don't fucking play DotA. Yes, ur either a female or a nerd. (no offense)
2. Your imagination sucks.Righttt... all u can think of is sexy medusa?
3. You fucking expected too much. like, ZOMG AVATAR OWNS! NO SHOWS BETTER THAN FCKATAR!

so yea, 

flame me all you want

idfc

oh... fyi...

idfc stands for

idonfckingcare

=)

gooddaymates!

miss

as most of u might know..

i met an accident weeks bac

sole reason why i don have car for a month

gg

how to dota? >.<

i need dota >.<

okay.. teruk?

entahlah.. macam tak teruk..

but my uncle says quite teruk >.<

yea.. my fault...

no.. not rich enough to change a new car

so.. too bad for me la..

zzzzzzz

I havent been a good catholic recently

i did not attend ash wednesday

nor did my confession

nor palm sunday

this is.. so wrong

I've never missed it since i was born

God.. i'm so sorry

i shall repent for my sins

anyway.. have u tried entering libraries in short pants?

=DDDD

hahahahahahahaha!

with slippers summor!

pro or not?

well...

cant deny tat..

Bernard Keith is above the law =D

Thou shall obey me! ^^

well..

as i just finished my last presentation

(havent change >.<)

i rushed home

to type this

i do not know whether u will read my blog

nevertheless

Happy Birthday To You..

May God bless you in every way..

Take care...